Wednesday, June 15, 2011

What I like about my Daddy

What I like about Daddy

  • I love that you make decisions for me. It makes me feel taken care of.
  • I love that you need to know where I am, whom I am with, and what I am doing. It reminds me that I belong to you.
  • I love that you discipline and/or punish me. I understand this is to help me learn and that you do not bother to discipline someone if you do not care. This makes me feel cared for.
  • I love that you give me rules that I must follow. It helps me to know what is expected of me.
  • I love that you are in complete control. What I eat, what I wear, my pleasure – everything. I can do nothing without your permission at most and your knowledge at a minimum. I find that inexplicably exciting.
  • I love that you seem to know exactly what I need.  It makes me feel that you know what is best.
  • I love that you forbid me to flirt with other guys or allow them to flirt with me. It is a reminder to me that I am yours alone and it is your happiness that must be my only concern.
  • I love that you have the power to control me, even though you are far away. It’s like I can feel the weight of a directive from you or hear the seriousness of a scolding text message. Again, a visceral reminder of your omnipotence.
  • I love that you communicate with me practically every day. It tells me that your “property” is valuable to you and I am lost without your direction.
  • I love that you are consistent. If you give me a command, you always expect it to be followed.
  • I love when you call me your baby girl. I hate to admit it, but I instantly get wet whenever you say it. I can’t explain why it is and I really don’t care why it is. I just like that it is.